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What is going on inside of my head?

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  • Posted By: Anonymous
  • August 6, 2019
  • 07:57 PM

Hi. So I’ve been having a really rough time lately. I just recently got out of the mental hospital for having some really terrible thoughts such as suicide. I was “diagnosed” with severe depression and anxiety but I already knew I had both and the mental hospital really didn’t help. Something is wrong in my head and I don’t know what it is. I’ll be ok for a day or two, then it takes a complete turn and I have these “episodes” where I completely shut down. I start freaking out over everything I start thinking about how I’m going to die or how my family members are going to die and I start to think everything around me isn’t real and everything is just an illusion. Then I start contemplating suicide and I start crying and hitting/punching myself or the wall for no apparent reason. And then I start saying things to people (like texting) that I don’t even remember saying. In the episodes I say and do things that I don’t remember the next day. I don’t understand what is wrong with me I just need a further diagnosis because this can not just be anxiety and depression

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