Grew up in a pn abusive aggressive poor care neglected family of 7 kids, ine deceased age 8, I was 7., I lost all memory except for the abuse.. Sexual too.
As a grew I became the sub father because my father was interested only in acquiring booze..,all my life until 1971 when I managed a divorce w my parents..life blossomed..not for me !
I experienced since age 12 homosexual attractions, body paraphilia..
Married and my wife had her last period one year after marriage when our inky daughter was born. My wife lacks empathy.
I have not had sex with anyone in 32 years. No one ! My outlet is madturbatiin and the internet outlets..
Surprise surprise ! After numerous brain MRI s since 2008 I have recently turned Hypersexual, in w my body paraphilia perfecting and libido increased to no way I ever felt before. Waiting results of a recent brain MRI.
Part MRI have shown only Clivus dysplasia and a sudden a Schneider cyst and bilateral scars un tge deep white matter. Diagnosis have been watch for Alzheimers Parkinson and Lewy bodies. A certain diagnosis was gad .
Bottom line ...
I like how I feel. Sexually alive for first time. I look forward to solo sexual practices, even just thrusting my hips and feeling that inner sexual feeling !
Ma's ! Bipolar ? (Mentioned once). Intense activity to the point of no sleep for 48 hours. Live the goal of completion til I drop .. Never have..
2 weeks ago after the 48 hour activity I felt confused, head popped below right ear, vision changes, twitching, falling, etc. dropping items and falling did begun several months ago on vacation !?
Sexual desire ... Of course ! All the time w a female ! Intense need ! Lack the stupidity to seek orostitute etc ..remarry ? Nope.
What ya think ?
Manua ? Nope..I will maintain it for sure via concentration on paraphilia incentive that has occurred within the scope of many things ncreading ohteical appearance ! Lost 25 lbs in 3 weeks ! As per md
Thanks ! Appreciate comments. By the way ... I have always been a follower ! Bible theologian ! And know God lives me only for one purpose ... To glorify Him in all I do and say ! Toughie is living all people !! All ! Amen.